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2009-04-03T05:31:00.002+08:00

MONA.VIE

2009-03-31T15:00:00.003+08:00

Here are Monavie's testimonials and comments. You hear you decide. If you want to help yourself and others, this is the right time. Who knows this might be your chance to be free financially and to have a good health.

A whole list of videos can be found in this website. Please do visit.

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Mona.Vie Event @ RELC International Hotel

2009-03-26T05:47:00.000+08:00

So it seems, I'll be going up on the stage to give a 3-minute speech as I recently got a promotion to Bronze Executive in my company. Last week, I only needed 350 more points to get a double promotion to Silver Executive, but unfortunately, it didn't turn out the way I wanted it to be.

Oh well, being the youngest Executive, I think that's good enough. And I'm looking forward to this 27th and 28th.

That's all folks!

MONA.VIE ; YOUR ROAD TO SUCCESS

2009-03-17T09:55:00.002+08:00

I would like to introduce you to Mona.vie, it is an American-based company.

http://www.monavie.com/Web/US/en/index.dhtml?r=1

It has really changed my life, for the better, both financially and my health, since it's selling a 'Juice Drink' that has 19 different fruits to enhance your body's capabilities. And at the same time, you can actually make money from here. With the help of my dad, I would appreciate if you could make an appointment with me and together we can venture to financial success.

And if you are having thoughts that this could be a scam, I suggest that you think otherwise, as I also had that thought at first, and I'm making good money without even breaking a sweat.

And then again, you have nothing to lose, as the company has waivered it's registration fees till 31st March 2009, so if you want you can try, and if you don't feel like doing this, just withdraw yourself. There's no contract and the pay is variable.

I'm making over USD$200 a week, yes a 'WEEK'. This is still a small amount, and you can have a pay of over USD$100,000 a week, and this video will prove it to you.

http://kellybangert.net/video.cfm?video=CalvinBecerra-2-1

So please take this opportunity and make some extra income, and release your stress from working your ass off.

Mona.vie

2009-03-08T07:14:00.003+08:00

I'm taking this opportunity to join my dad in his company, yes, it's a MLM (multi-level marketing) company. But fortunately, this time, he's actually making money as I have managed to 'infiltrate' his account, and view his weekly income.

So, I trust him as he asked me to join and work with him, so why not? Earn some extra money. So for those of you, who wish to join, please don't hesitate to call me, registration is free until the end of march, so you have nothing to lose. Take this opportunity and try it out, who knows you can earn the extra money to buy new clothes, a new phone, a new bike or whatever it is that you've always deemed to get.

For your info, you are getting paid weekly and it's in USD (United States Dollars), imagine getting almost twice of USD$2000 a week. That is what my dad is earning now.

Sparkie

2009-03-05T06:21:00.008+08:00

Let the pictures do the talking.

things done:
new tail light
new pair red neon lights
new branded stickers
new headlight bulb
new red-coloured pole lights
new red coloured rim linings
new balancers
new chain guard
new throttle grip

things to be done:
new side mirrors
new plate
new rear hugger
new air filter stick-on
more stickers!
new tyres (next month)
new rims (next month)

long term changes:
everything that's chrome will be changed to "red" chrome (over few months)
GPR pipe with full system (by May)

Humiliation

2009-02-19T18:53:00.003+08:00

Okay. The other day I accidentally sat on another Spark, which wasn't mine. But it was almost similar and I have yet to memorise my plate number. And the other day, when I went to Johor with Sparkie, I wrote Skyla's plate number on the white paper. The officer asked me for my plate number, and confidently, I answered Skyla's plate number when I was riding Sparkie. For sure, he was suspecting something, and then, I was like "SHIT!", I peeked forward to see my plate number, and told him accordingly. HAHA! Humiliation.

So be It

2009-02-15T09:37:00.002+08:00

Please take note. This entry has no direct relations with anyone in particular, be in dead or alive. If it is, then it's just a mere coincidence.

And it seemed, that one friend is lost. It has been said that, he thought it was not possible for me to survive with my bike, with the expenses and all, and he was the one who recommended me to the job. Thank you for that, but I feel that it wasn't pure sincerity that he brought me in. I remembered him saying countless times, that he pulled me in because, "I was able to work, and he's positive that I won't bring regret to the company and to him", and not because I need the money. In my opinion, I was surviving quite steadily, paying my bike and bills all by myself, and I was only working on weekends at the Library.

So, it was just as an extra income and I was out of school, and I had more free time to spend, might as well I invest on working instead. But now, he tells one of my colleagues that he regretted bringing me in, that I'm somewhat not appreciating what he has done for me, that is recommending me to the job, and that I totally forget about him ever since I got a bike. Think again. I'm not angry with this particular person or whatever, but I find it to be very disturbing, and I'm that kind of person who doesn't give a lil' fuck about this sorts of things.

And if he wants me to quit this job, I don't mind, I have another job that actually makes more than what I am currently bringing home. But he already has his own clique of friends, as long as he's happy with his current situation, I'm happy for him, otherwise, so be it.

Honestly, I have no idea what's his main intentions, or reasons, as I have yet to hear it from himself. But if you are reading this, and you think you are the one, then I advise you to reflect on your thoughts. Just think it this way, "Give and take".

SO BE IT.

Sparkie

2009-02-01T06:17:00.002+08:00

Sparkie will be coming out soon on the 7th. Stay tuned.

WTS: Roland Juno D and Adidas F50+ Tunit

2009-02-01T05:37:00.002+08:00

Selling the above items.

I'm selling my Roland Juno D, bought from Swee Lee Company for around SG$1600 when it first came out.

I'm selling at $600 (fixed), reason for selling is that, I just bought a new synthesizer and Juno D is just collecting dust at home. The adapter is not original, I'm using NewStar variable adapter, and it works as good as the original.

Sent for servicing at Swee Lee Company over at Aljunied on December 2008.

Package:
Juno D Workstation
Power Adapter (NewStar)
Juno D Keyboard Bag

Interested buyers, please contact my mobile at 90273432. Viewing or testing will be at Woodlands.

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At the same time, I'm selling my Adidas F50+ Tunit for $90 (fixed), size 9 I think, you can try it first before you make the purchase.

Package comes with the studs (soft ground/hard ground/firm ground) and the original box.

Interested buyers, please contact my mobile at 90273432. Viewing or testing will be at Woodlands.

Put on a Brave Smile

2009-01-29T17:12:00.004+08:00

Reasons why I love working in Night Safari. And of course, I'm gonna miss Skyla, afte riding her for almost a year, it's time for us to go our separate ways. But ultimately, I find that it's time to move on. Goodbye Skyla, and hopefully hello Sparkie!

Goodbye Skyla.

Life

2009-01-27T13:53:00.002+08:00

I (hearts) Life

Enjoy life, like there's no tomorrow.
There's always a first time for everything.
Somehow, this reminded me of the movie "Yes Man".

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2009-01-14T08:40:00.003+08:00

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Freedom

2009-01-14T02:49:00.002+08:00

I simply want to go somewhere far, an escapade! I just want to be free from stress, and spend time with someone or a group of people. So, if there's anyone out there who wants to go somewhere, next month, do beep me! But then again, it depends on my finance. Haiz.

Mr Sandman Is Angry

2009-01-11T14:40:00.001+08:00

Ok. Right. I owe Mr Sandman loads of hours. Need to catch up with my sleep. Good night everyone!

Selling of Skyla

2009-01-09T06:51:00.002+08:00

http://www.singaporebikes.com/forums/showthread.php?t=219841

Goodbye 2008, And Hello 2009

2009-01-07T06:24:00.003+08:00

2008 has been quite a joyful year. Passed my bike licence, got my first bike which I paid for myself, got into a job which I really liked (Night Safari), met new people of course in between. I can say, 2008 has probably been one of the memorable years since 1989.

2009 was ushered in last week, although it's a new year, I have a very dull feeling of it. Early in the morning, my dad already shouted and screamed at me, around 6 in the morning. Yes, 6 in the morning, not a typo. And guess what, he asked me to "pray". I know that some of you would be like, "What the fuck? Come on, it's good to pray!" and all those stuff. In my opinion, I'm not an atheist or anything, just that I'm not a committed devotee to religion. I do stupid, naughty, crazy stuff, but ultimately, I do believe that there's a superior being beyond our greatest limits, and definitely, I'm not starting a holocaust or anything, other than killing the damned Indian and China nationals tourists who makes our lives a living hell, for bombarding us with questions and speaking in their own languages, as if we DO understand their freaking language.

So, at least, I still know what's good and what's bad, just that the bad side, has the betterment of me. But so be it, it's something that I choose, decided on. Who knows, I'll repent in the near future, or distant future.

Enough of religion and all of such topics. Anyway, so yeah. 2009's start was kind of bumpy but at the rate it's going, it's all good rather than bad. Although I'm beginning to be irritated by some people. Some of you know who...? I mean, if you have some issues, don't go around telling people stuff, that really is a bad idea. I'm just waiting for you to do something stupid, and an advice, learn some defensive fighting techniques or whatever, because you will get it from me soon.

And 2009, the year that I'll be serving the country, and hopefully I'll get in the Police. I think I'll look smart in the uniform, holding on to a walkie-talkie, a baton, a pair of handcuffs, and a pistol (loaded or not, I have no idea). But I've never shot a pistol before, I did live firing with an M-16 during my NCC time, competed with other schools, Anderson and Saint Joseph to name a few. I did got a marksman amulet, although I have no idea where it went, or come to think of it, Miss Loola didn't passed it to me. But that was years ago, I'm kinda sloppy with my shots nowadays ; if you get what I mean. *giggles*

To sum it all up, 2008 has been a very very great year. Ultimately, personally, I find the best transition is me joining Night Safari as a ground crew, I've never experienced working in a place where everyone is uber friendly, after 10 months of working, I feel that, it's something that I'll really miss if I go off to National Service, but for sure, I'm coming back after my service. It's really hard to get a great working atmosphere, other than Night Safari itself. I have to thank Bob, for recommending me to Night Safari, thanks dude.

And of course, I'm hooked to Command and Conquer's latest, Red Alert 3. Thanks to Haikal for asking me out to play Red Alert 3. Muahahhaa! 4 hours of non-stop action controlling and commanding units and buildings. I wanna play somemore! And Haikal, if you are reading this, (which I doubt so), I'll leave some ore for you okay? ((: *bukannye nak jadi kemot ke ape, aku cume lapar nak duit! hahaha!* Lucky for me, I have a gaming buddy, and I thought I was the only one in Night Safari who loves strategy games.

Next game to try would be Left 4 Dead. That's something interesting too, somesort like a first person shooter game.

Till then...

to you ; i wish i can say this, but i still don't have the courage, i love you.

Night Safari Dinner and Dance '08

2008-12-30T14:29:00.010+08:00

Attention! Please be advised, it would be quite a graphic intensive post.

i swear that isn't mine!

the adorable helena ;

the sexy mizah ;

the confused chand ;

night safari's finest guest relations ;

frost on drums ; myself on the black and whites

the ever fickled haikal on bass! ;

the muay thai contestant, amin ;
(look at those fists)

ever joyful helmi on bass ;

once he smiles, his teeth and eyes are gone, bob on bongos!

weird and scary (to me), danial on guitars ;
a band member of cinqo nize

on backing vocals shaiful ;

iskandar, lead vocals for the famous i'm yours ;

the crowd was rowdy all night long!

cross dressing competition ; and i won
(i have a bright future at orchard towers)

at this point of time, i was dragged by alfian and bob
for the cross dressing competition

a lil' bit candid yeah?

i was perspiring all night long after the dancefloor!

safuha, myself, shila, and mizah

kamarul ; boy bunge!

no one is bigger than him ; ah boon!

enjoy the rest of the group photos!

Dinner and Dance '08

2008-12-28T14:29:00.005+08:00

It was a blast. Night Safari's Dinner and Dance was great, there was food, drinks, live band performances (well, I'm in all of it actually.), and there were games and activities too. It was unfortunate that I lost my Jason Mraz hat in the dancefloor. Whoever took it, must be a son of an ass.

At one point, I had to become a cross dresser, my manager pulled me to the centre stage, I'm not sure if there's pictures or video of my "performing" my stunts, but I won the competition against two other guys.

Live band performances suck, seriously. The speaker distorted and flangered my keyboard's sounds, and I was not in the mood, and just continued playing. Hehh. But the best performance was our I'm Yours by Jason Mraz. Still searching for all the pictures and videos, managed to find one. And, it's our cover of I'm Yours. Enjoy!

Falling For You

2008-12-28T14:27:00.002+08:00

I think I'm falling in love, but then again, I'm confused and unsure. I'm not sure if it's a mutual interaction. I just need to let this out.

When Boys Turn Men

2008-12-17T05:37:00.002+08:00

19 January 2009, will be the day. I'm not looking forward to it, but every guy in Singapore once reach the age of 16 onwards will play a part, serving the godforsaken country.

I have yet to know which 'faction' I'm getting into, hopefully Police or Civil Defence, not looking forward to being in the Army. Who knows, you might see me on the road, fighting fires or pursuing pickpockets or contraband cigarette sellers. Haha!

Animal Escape!

2008-12-14T08:53:00.002+08:00

Well, hours ago, when I was working, me and a group of friends were making our way to East Lodge aka Tram Station II, when suddenly, something moved in the bushes, and a head of a deer-like creature popped out.

I stood there and shouted. Because it reminded me of the White Tiger incident. Hehehe! It was shocking, especially when you are working in a wild animal enclosure area. But lucky for us, it was just an innocent 5 foot Thamin.

It ran off into the bushes back again. Imagine if it was a Puma, a Leopard or the Malayan Tiger, I think it would be best that you just play dead or run like Michael Jackson looking for 7 year olds.

But I kind of hope there's an animal escape, it isn't like everyday that you see animals infront of you acting all random and all the chaos in Night Safari, other than people who constantly get sprayed with Tapir's pee on the tram, or snakes slithering around tram stations.

Hook'd to Indie Back Again

2008-12-09T10:03:00.004+08:00

So, we already discussed on what songs to play, and all of us chose Indie Rock as our main genre for our Dinner and Dance performance. And we have shortlisted a few songs.

Rooney - I'm Shakin'

The Perishers - Sway

The Strokes - 12:51

The Weezer - Island in the Sun

Franz Ferdinand - Take Me Out

30th November Fushan Football Club Friendly Match

2008-12-06T13:19:00.006+08:00

FUSHAN FC TIED OCT TO A 4-4 DRAW
(friendly match)

Last Sunday’s match against OCT was the fourth encounter between both teams. Naturally, because of that, both teams are familiar with the other style of play.
Having return to the starting line-up after suffering from their respective injuries, the core duo, skipper Zahid and Farhan, prospect of winning already went into the heads of Fushan FC’s players. Aware of Farhan’s ability to orchestrate Fushan’s game, OCT sent one of their players to guard him and close him down.

The game was quite slow in the first half, which was probably due to the bad weather, and poor pitch condition. As a result of that, both teams played below par with incomplete passes, bad dribbling and even mistimed tackles which escalated the tension of the game.

Nonetheless, OCT was first awarded a free-kick when their left-winger was brought down. Accurately, he chipped the ball over the wall, and it went into the goal. Fushan FC fought back and eventually got the second goal from the left-winger Khairi. Fullback Aizzul, who found Khairi open, passed him the ball, before Khairi ran down the flanks and scored from near post. Najib was also influential in this goal as he diverted OCT’s defenders’ attention from Khairi, thus letting him equalised.

The first half was stopped midway due to lightning.

As soon as the first half restarted, Fushan FC kept sending waves of attacks. Shots by shots, OCT’s keeper expertly shoved them away. One of the closest chances was when Najib nearly scored with a strong header, but the ball went over the post.

First half ended with a 1-1 score.
Fushan FC started well in the second half as their attacks pressured OCT’s backline. Not surprisingly, Fushan FC took the lead with Adib’s goal from near post. It was his first goal, and clearly a team effort. The goal came about from series of good passes by the attackers, Khairulddin, Shukor, Zahid before Adib coolly placed the ball into the net. Fushan FC nearly widened the margin, again after a series of good passes, but failed to capitalise by fullback Ashiq. Kudos to him though for supporting the attack.

However, the lead was broken after OCT equalised again. The goal somehow sent a message that the “real game had just begun”. This was evident as both teams kept pressuring each other and both had equal chances of scoring.

The fifth goal of the game came from right-winger Khairulddin who ran down the flanks before unleashing his “trademark goal” from long range. He had scored this way many times for Fushan FC.

But of course, OCT failed to give up and scored two goals, thus led the match by one goal. Fushan FC was on the brink of losing before one their players was fouled by OCT’s centre-back, and was awarded a penalty. It was only the second penalty that Fushan FC has been awarded, but skipper Zahid, calmly shoot the ball at the top right of the post.

Towards the end, the action mainly took place at the centre of the field, with the midfielders of both team trying to outwit each other.

Final score 4-4.

First Half
(4-4-2)
GK-Ali
CB-Arfayunmy
CB-Shalihan
LB-Aizzul
RB-Ramesh
CM-Farhan
CM-Zahid (Captain)
LW-Khairi
RW-Khairulddin
CF-Adib
CF-Najib

Second Half
(4-4-2)
GK-Ali
CB-Arfayunmy
CB-Shalihan
LB-Ramesh substituted by Aizzul
RB-Ashiq
CM-Farhan
CM-Zahid (Captain)
LW-Khairi
RW-Khairulddin
CF-Adib substituted by Najib
CF-Shukor substituted by Ramesh

“Thanks to Khairulddin for bringing the camera. Special thanks to Osmanee and OCT for organising this game. And to all Fushan FC’s and OCT’s players who sacrificed their time and money to make this match possible. Peace.”- Khairi

Posted by The Uncontrolled Soul
(extracted from fushan football club)

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highlights of the game

mr. zahid, our captain

team warm-up!

i feel left out with the jersey.

foul throw?

keeper sochoks!

bloody indian fella. haha!

I'm Yours by Jason Mraz

2008-11-30T14:35:00.003+08:00

Well, this is the video as promised. Take note, this was our very first session. So, understood understand. And 2 hours isn't just enough.

Night Safari Dinner and Dance '08

2008-11-30T05:51:00.002+08:00

27th will be Night Safari's Dinner and Dance occasion, and guess what? I'll be one of the performers, playing the piano/keyboards/synthesizers as usual. Currently, I'm playing for 3 bands, and another one being created, and hopefully it works.

The songs that we will be playing are, I'm Yours by Jason Mraz, Lucky by Jason Mraz and Colbie Caillat. Another 2 songs have yet to be confirmed, but most probably it would be an indie or alternative rock song, either by The Weezer, Franz Ferdinand or maybe The Strokes.

Band 1# Line Up ~ I'm Yours by Jason Mraz
1. Iskandar the Tram Driver (Guitars/Vocals)
2. Rejab (Bass)
3. Amie (Guitars)
4. Bob (Drums)
5. Myself (Keyboards/Synths/Piano)

Band 2# Line Up ~ Lucky by Jason Mraz feat Colbie Caillat
1. Aravin (Vocals)
2. Ally (Vocals)
3. Bob (Bass)
4. Myself (Keyboards/Synths/Piano)

Band 3# Line Up ~ Not confirmed (Alternative Rock)
1. Rejab (Guitars)
2. Bob (Bass/Drums)
3. Amie (Bass/Guitars)
4. Myself (Keyboards/Synths/Piano)

Band 4# Line Up ~ Not confirmed (Indie Rock)
1. Amin (Vocals)
2. Haikal (Bass)
3. Myself (Keyboards/Synths/Piano)

Hours ago, my first band just had our first jamming session, and we played to almost perfection, except some cockups here and there, mostly due to mischevious acts. We did a short video recording, I'll upload the video as soon as possible once I get hold of the video. Looking forward to this Dinner and Dance, well, it will be my first and of course, I can't wait. 27 more days to go. Oh, and I need to send my keyboards for repairs, due to my last performance at Timbre in Substation, thanks to the weather, it was raining, and my keyboards was wet, and not only that, it fell when I was in the restroom. Gonna cost me a bomb if I were to send it for repairs.

work

2008-11-20T01:06:00.002+08:00

Things at work hasn't been the same ever since. With new staffs coming in, honestly, I don't like the newer staffs. Some of them are acceptable, but the most really has no standards of service, no background of service and no initiatives to provide service. I can see that, with the new supervisor, he tried his best for the betterment of Night Safari. He wants everything to be in tiptop conditions, obviously, Night Safari is one of the main attractions of Singapore, and continuous winning streaks and awards and accolades.

But, emotional wise, things haven't been good for me. Work caused friends to act differently towards each other, work causes conflicts amongst each other, and with rumours and gossips going around, everyone is pin-pointing fingers to each other.

I came to work, to have fun, and of course provide the best service to the guests, but the motivation and the will to work, is no longer there. I have yet to reconcile with the new atmosphere of working, with newer staffs, new supervisor's expectations, and new management policies and rules.

It will take some time for me to fully 'fuse' in with the new atmosphere, and for now, I'll work as usual, with the basic "This way to the tram ride", and "This way to the creatures of the night show". Well, we'll see how it goes, and hopefully, everything will turn out good.

And of course, I'll be looking forward to the cage game with Night Safari staffs on the 23rd. Hopefully all my teammates can make it, and we might have that 8 winning streak games again.

Unfortunate Defeat

2008-11-19T12:28:00.005+08:00

my defenders working their ass of defending the post

nice dribbling by the opponent, but two can play the game

arfa, my number 1 defender, dribbling pass through one of the opponents

khairi, his never-lasting thirst for goals

i looked happy in the picture

splash ball!

Well, this was one of the latest match, against Kambing FC @ Singapore Polytechnic. Our team lost against theirs, 5 - 1. It was utter humilation, especially when I was playing the keeper. 2 goals conceded were open goals, as I miscalculated the angle and the speed of the ball which was going in the post. But the other 3 goals, had to admit, they breached the offside trap, managed to dribble past our defenders and score a wonderful goal. Looking forward to the next meetup with them. But hopefully, the scoreline will be inverted.

hyperventilates

2008-11-17T01:41:00.003+08:00

Please. No more. I'm afraid. Help me!

ps: My condolences to Mr Nordin Montong.

Chalo! Jatil!

2008-11-14T12:49:00.003+08:00

Well, it's been awhile since I've blogged. Anywho, yesterday ought to be one of the worst days in Night Safari, probably lesser compared to the Halloween on the 31st of October. Halloween Day was the milestone of Night Safari, having over 7500 visitors, and of course, most of us worked more than 6 hours, with no breaks in between, and for the first time, Night Safari closes at 0130HRs the following day.

And yesterday, 2130HRs, a whole horde on Indian nationals(IN) stormed Night Safari, there were 550 of them, consisting of 15 bus load of coconut oil craps. No offence, but Indian nationals are one of the most personally hated guest, runner up will be Chinese nationals. IN are uncivilised, reckless, self-fish, impatient mother fuckers. Firstly, they think they have the power to do ANYTHING, they think that they KNOW everything, they think since they are the guests, they have the RIGHT.

I was working at main entrance the other night, with 2 of my other colleagues. It was just like going to war. Imagine this, there's this gate, which about 3-4 feet wide, enough for only 1 guest to enter at a single time but NO! these INs would push each other and force each other into the gates, and guess what? 3 of them can fit at one time! I had no choice but to stand between the gates, and continuously gasping for fresh air. Enough of that, they went for the animal show. Unfortunately, the show already started, and there wasn't sufficient seats for the rest of them (half of the group managed to get in), while the other half was like stuck over at the amphitheatre entrance, (hopefully) waiting to get in. In the end, they can't so they made their way to the tram station ~ and FUCK this ought to be the hilarious thing that happened for the night. On the tram station, there were 3 trams, 3 empty trams, with no tram commentators, with no tram drivers, yeap! You guessed right, all 300-ish of them rushed to the trams, and each tram can only fit approximately 70 people, and each tram row can fit about 4 pax. But no! They thought it was freaking Calcutta or New Delhi! All of them rushed in, it was already beyond our control, we were like... "Holy Jesus, help us please! Don't just lay down on that haystack!"

In the end, the operations had to call all the available drivers and tram commentators, to clear all those bastards as soon as possible. Sometimes, I seriously feel like burning all of them, 550-ish doesn't make a difference to the billions in the country. So can I?

And today, there's rumours going on that there's 1000-ish guests, also from the freaking homeland of that Indian guy who uses non-violence approach to stop the war, and I'm doing the bloody show. Well, good luck, may God have mercy on us. Maybe I want to bring a camera, to take a picture on how bad it is. HAHA! That ought to be interesting!

Jabbawockeez

2008-11-10T11:21:00.000+08:00

Care to dance anyone?

SICK

2008-11-07T20:01:00.001+08:00

After god knows how many days of improper sleep, I've been blessed with a flu and a fever. I missed soccer just now, and I really hate myself, for not coming, but then again, I had no choice, my body wasn't feeling well. And tonight, Night Safari's staff are planning to have a supper outing. Still unsure whether I should be going or not.

Night Safari Halloween 2008 ; Blue Feather Hari Raya 2008

2008-10-14T00:51:00.004+08:00

Come down to Night Safari, on Fridays and Saturdays. Who knows, you would be scared by a black vampire. =)

Oh. And the sweet lady on the right, is none other than Nadhirah.

Hari Raya 2008 Outing with Blue Feather and Silantra, probably some other people too.
Not much pictures, but we did have a lot of fun. (:
And I miss Shasha. Please call me back.

Project NSR 2009 ; Revived

2008-10-03T07:14:00.002+08:00

And it seemed that I can no longer log in to mySAS account. I think they already made their final desicion of kicking me out. I have no choice but to accept it I guess. Anyway, November is the month phase 2 will be completed for Skyla, going phases under phases, total of 5 phase I think, as of 29th September, as listed in my Microsoft Excel file. (yes. I'm organised when it comes to calculations and data inputs) For example, things that needs to fix, things that needs to be upgraded, things that are optional but looks nice to put on, things that are simply needed for the Skyla.

Anywho, enough about bikes, hours ago, when I was at work, I was wearing this skeleton costume set, equipped with skeleton gloves and a skeleton mask, the perfect crime to scare little children. I stood at a pillar, acting like I'm one of those props placed on the bridges, but when a family came, I spooked them. Their faces were like those appearing in "Scream", no not the movie, the art work. See attached below.

It was hilarious I tell you, and the son was running around under the Tram Station rows, and seats. I was laughing all the way. They walked off towards the exit, probably thinking whether to go for the show or not, I was following them from behind, standing behind the dustbins, the pillars and a trunk of tree, and *RAWR* I came out, and they scattered. HAHA! That was classic, and the boy started crying, that was the sign for me to stop disturbing them. HAAH!

I managed to score a few pictures with some hot ladies, one of them tugged me in her arms, yes. Tugged me in. I felt sooo... You know. Enough said. Do catch me soon as Night Safari, who knows, I might be the one just standing next to a tree, waiting to pounce on you like a ghost. (:

Nightwish - Amaranth

2008-09-30T07:26:00.002+08:00

This is really nice song. (:

Hari Raya 2008

2008-09-30T06:04:00.002+08:00

So not looking forward to it. I'm beginning to hate Raya actually, mainly because the need to wake up early and go for prayers, and the need to go here and there to visit relatives, but it's fun though to meet them once in a while, just that, can't we just stay at one house instead of moving from house to house?

And of course, the night before Raya is always hectic, cleaning up the room. Vacuum the carpets, mop the floor, throw the unwanted stuff, I even have yet to start mine. I'm thinking of doing that in the afternoon later, when I wake up.

Well, nothing new in my home actually. No new Raya clothes, no new tv, carpet, songkok or anything. Finance is not feeling well this month I guess. But no problems, I don't care, nothing to hide about. So do come down my home and feel relaxed, for hospitality is top-notched, regarded to be the best in Singapore. (:

So that's about it, Raya suck balls. Oh! I've always wanted to ask this. During the fasting month, all the demons and evil beings are 'locked' in the gates of hell, not being to able to pester us with their never-ending lusts, but Hari Raya marks the end of the fasting month, meaning that, the demons are released from the gates of hell, which results to the 'Celebration of the Demons Being Released' Day? This is sensitive, but I just had the need to get it out off my chest.

Bluefeather , Silantra

2008-09-14T17:15:00.004+08:00

Yesterday was the second time I went for Ghost Hunting Sessions with BlueFeather, co-organised along with Silantra. Initially, our plan was to break fast together at Chai Chee, but to our disappointment, the whole seating area was fully booked. We made our way to a distant eating restaurant, didn't really know the name though, but it was near a brownish coloured mosque.

After having dinner, we made our way to Geylang. Didn't join walking with them, was too tired, and either way, I really hate walking in a closely packed area. I'm some sort you call, 'Claustrophobic'. Sat on my bike, with Luqman and Hamid to attend to me.

And a last minute thing, we decided to go to haunted places. We went to three places, a cemetary, and two abandoned buildings.

First location was Old Changi Hospital. Nothing much going on there, just another run down building. Getting used to the feeling of walking inside dark places. We went inside to the wards, the surgery room, and the mortuary. Felt disappointed because nothing was there to, you know, really disturb us. Probably it's because of the month of Ramadhan, they are just taking a rest in their 'quarters'.

Secondly, we went to Changi Commando Barracks. This to me, was probably the most scariest place in Singapore. Like seriously. Only a handful of us went, Hamid, Khairy, Azroy, Azril with his Ma'am, Man, Ahmad, and probably Zul, but I wasn't really 100% sure he was there. Anyway, the first thing that already shook our balls, is that, when we reached the front courtyard, we heard a lady screaming a few metres away. And all around us is just trees and tall bushes and grass. Probably the nearest civilisation would be at least 100 to 200 metres away. That wasn't all, Ahmad's Super4 suddenly fell. Like suddenly. It fell. No reason at all. We then went up, checked every floor, all the way, I smelled a very very smelly, pungent smell but I ignored and just continued on walking. Had a break at the balcony where we heard gates being hit against one another. I was like, *$#($!! Let's make a move. When we got to our bikes, we found out that Azroy's balancer was pulled off and was found on the ground. A balancer?! If you think it was pulled by someone, you need an alan key. Scary? On the way out, Azril's bike's speakers where cut. Everything was normal before this. Lucky for me, nothing happened to my bike or me.

Thirdly, we went to Bukit Brown cemetary. It was kinda scary, but been there thrice, so the fear is no longer there. Three times I've been there, and I've never seen anything, although the sense of smell and hearing are often disturbed, if you get what I mean.

To be continued ; I need to go work. (:

Life @ Night Safari

2008-09-09T16:42:00.006+08:00

More pictures have yet to be uploaded, there's no time. And I'm late for work! Check out my friendster for more pictures! Toodles!

Night Safari ; Show Usher

2008-09-06T16:48:00.002+08:00

Became the in-charge for show yesterday. Yes, the person in charge for the show. It was stressful! I had to hold on to two walkies, and had to attend to guests. Imagine, having to pay attention to 3 stuff every second. It felt good to be in charge for that day, especially when it was a weekend, having 4 shows for that day. Everything went smoothly, except for the 9.30pm show ~ which had some problems on the seating, there wasn't enough seats but guests kept on coming. Had no choice, but to fill them up, but they had to stand. Fuck care, it's their problem for coming for the show late.

And there's this girl, under Retail, she's freaging HOT. A super hot shawty. I swear, I'll do anything (except killing myself and having sex with Marilyn Manson) to go on a date with her. Just a date. But too bad, she's attached, and I won't have the chance to go for her. Awww. But surely, other staff would love to go out with her.

Recent Development(s):
Just installed a single seater on my bike! No more pillions! Woots!

Upcoming Development(s):
Sending bike for paintwork next week! ~ bahhhh. Won't be able to ride my bike for a few days.
Possibly installing angel eyes before October!

Fasting Month

2008-09-02T13:20:00.002+08:00

Another month of fasting. Early in the morning, the very first day of fasting, my mom asked me a very very mind-boggling question, that kept me thinking. Who, or what took it? I know this may be kind of hard to believe, but there's something fishy in this home. I've seen, heard and smelt things that aren't right. And I've got a friend who can see "things", and I do believe him because he got something right when I asked about something else (classified). Hopefully, all these sons of bitches are locked up tight in their cells. Awwww! You can't do anything! *pokes with a stick through the gaps in the cells*

And so, every fasting month will be the same. No eating, no drinking, no swearing, no backstabbing, no bleeding, no nose digging, no smoking, and the list keeps on going. It is at this point that I suddenly crave for ice cream like those of banana splits, and chocolate euphoria from Ben and Jerry's. I'm so going to rape an ice cream when I get my pay ~ 3 days left baby to pay day.

And hopefully, this month, I'll try to at least fast more than what I did last year. Hohoho! So, lesser activities for me this few weeks.

BF ; Bike Fanatics?

2008-09-01T01:04:00.004+08:00

My bike is starting to give me problems again. Haiz. The valve is slightly damaged. Because of this, my pickup suck balls. Hmmm. Fixing it will cost a bomb. Hehe! But anything for my bike. I've heard people saying, "Kau da terlampau gile ngan motor kau!".

Direct translation ; "You are too engrossed with your bike!".

I agree, having a bike totally changed me. I'm spending most of my time with my bike, I feel content whenever I'm with her. She's like my life, my saviour. She's my everything. I love her, I'm willing to give anything for her. I used to be easily jealous of couples, holding hands when walking, kissing and smooching while waiting for the traffic light to change, flirting with one another but then again, I think to myself, I have my bike. She's my other half. That kept me going on being single. Maybe one day, I'll have sex with my bike, and make little bike boys and girls. Hehe!

I have so much affection on my bike, mainly because I've worked hard and struggled to get her. Similarly to getting a girl whom you love, you need to work out something to get something you want, mind that, this topic doesn't include prostitudes and ERP womens/girls. (ERP girls are some sort like a slang for men who go for girls only for sex - similar to "Touch and Go Autopass")

So for now, I'm contented with my current "maritial status". Single, Available, But Not Ready to Mingle.

Oh and work today, it was drastic. I needed to shit, and there was only two people at East Lodge. Sri and Me. I was like "*#(*$" I need to go to the toilet but minimum of two people needed to be at that position. So, I held my shit for the whole 5.5 hours. I farted here and there, every few minutes. Hehe! Hope the guest didn't notice the aromatic smell. Hehe!

But as usual, work was fun. Just that, I'm not really joyous, as most of the "fun" people are beginning to go different ways. Some going to NS, some going to apply for a full-time job, and some have other commitments to consider, like school, attachments, FYPs, and all those educational craps.

I'll miss some of them. I'll miss most of them actually. Good luck in your future work/studies!

Anyone, Zouk tonight?

2008-08-31T17:29:00.002+08:00

Just installed an IMEEM player, hope you guys enjoy the song. From what I heard, I love it myself. Hehe! Techno fever baby!

Night Safari Fever

2008-08-29T02:40:00.005+08:00

Sorry for not blogging for almost a month. I had been busy working, and of course enjoying the very pint of life. Quite recently, I was kicked out from home by dad, because he thought I was enjoying my life freely, rather than knowing that I am actually struggling to bring money back home, and not asking from him money.

Life has been quite vibrant lately, I'm enjoying working at Night Safari, great people to work with, but unfortunately, Night Safari has been hiring foreigners to work as Tram Commentators and Ground Crew. This question suddenly popped out of my brain, the service standards are made by foreigners instead of our own Singaporeans? I understand that maybe it's due to the cost as foreigners are way cheaper than Singaporeans, but come on. You need to invest money to create money, Singaporeans and foreigners standards are way different, but that's what that makes us different. But oh well, shit happens right?

And I'm looking forward to 5th, where it's payday, I'm gonna fix my single seat on my bike as soon as possible, much much way before this year's Hari Raya, and loads have to be done on my bike.

1. Fix my head bracket
2. Install new head fairing
3. Install new single seater
4. Angel Eye w/ Pole Lights
5. New paintwork (DIY)

white (for now)
blue
red

I think that should be all, and of course, I think I'm getting my own Baju Melayu, but seem hard to find by myself. Hehehe! Anyone care to become my other pair? *nudge nudge*

Oh, and do come to Night Safari on 10th October to 1st November.

Halloween in Night Safari

This ought to be fun, and I might be there just to scare your balls out. Hahaha! I'm looking forward to this year's Dinner and Dance too. I heard it's uber euphoric.

It's Called Art ;

2008-08-01T04:06:00.005+08:00

Had some pictures taken when chilling out with some of my Night Safari mates. I always wanted to take a picture of my bike at Civic Centre.

Batman ; The Dark Knight

2008-07-26T14:39:00.002+08:00

Well, the movie was better than I had expected. I can say it's the best compared to other Batman movies. Not going to elaborate more, it's for you people to watch.

Anyway, yesterday went out with SP Raiders, just a handful. Most of them didn't manage to follow, but it was fun anyway. The most funniest part was when there was this "shocking" moment when the Mayor was looking out a window, I actually jerked on the seat. Paisey! It was embarrassing!

Enough about that, after watching the movie, we proceed to Al-Ameen @ Bukit Timah to have supper. While waiting for Faiz, we decided to plan where to go next. IBP was the top choice, and so be it. We went to IBP, had a feel on the corners around the area. My bike wasn't in fit condition, because of the alignment, the fairing interference, well you can say my bike is really sick.

Also, both me and Faisal had a mini race, with 2 corners, a left and a right. Wasted that no one recoreded the video. He beat me by a few milliseconds, because he ate my lining, no choice I had to brake, unless I don't mind getting into an accident with him. Oh, he was also riding an SP.

Few minutes later, I had a race with Isa's RXZ. Didn't know that his bike had fast throttle, he won the pickup speed, but when I was at gear 3, I was leading the race.

It's all fun and games, and of course addictive. Once in awhile, you need to feel the exhilaration. But too much, will cause you your life.

Next outing ; Escape Theme Park?

Looking Forward to 2nd August

2008-07-23T23:16:00.003+08:00

Looking forward to 2nd August, the first phase to fix my bike's cosmetics. Internal is all good and sexy. First phase, would be the head fairing, the side mirrors, the side fairings. Gonna cost over a hundred bucks, but for my bike, I wouldn't mind putting hundreds to make it look good. There's a saying that goes some sort like "The condition of the car/bike, displays how the rider/drive treats everything", or some sort like that. Something like that. Not really sure about that.

Second phase, a new set of paintwork, an angel eyes with pole lights. FYI; angel eyes are those lights similar to those of BMW's. It will really look good, but that's still optional, because it ain't cheap. Everything shall be done before October 1st, I wouldn't mind taking out my bike after the first of October, because the main thing is that, it'll look good.

The paintwork, I'm planning to go for a black/blue base colour, with Honda wings by the side fairings. And that'll be all. The angel eyes, of course, I'm matching it with my bike, with a smooth colour of blue for both headlights, and of course, neon lightings by the front and back tyres. The pole lights, also blue in colour, for all four signal lights. I have surveyed a few people, and prices ranging from $120 to $160. Still undergoing considerations to or not to do ~ that is by 1st October.

Third phase (75% possibility of not happening), single seat, with LTA's approval. Yes. Single seat, I wouldn't want to have any pillions, mainly because it's dangerous and of course, you can't 'play' around too much.

You may think that, this may sound fanatic, but you'll only understand once you get a vehicle, be it a bike or a car. Surely, you'll want everything to look good on the road.

PS: Good luck to Najib for his traffic police test tomorrow. You wouldn't know I would be there to disturb you guys. =)

SP Raiders Outing To Arab Street

2008-07-20T23:25:00.002+08:00

More pictures for reminiscence.

2008-07-20T13:35:00.002+08:00

This isn't a racist remark, but personally I need to emphasise to the people, as a freedom of speech, I would seriously encourage all Chinese nationals, meaning those China locals who travel abroad. I know your country is growing, but still, please learn ENGLISH. It's like Earth's official language. I'm at work now, and they always assume that EVERYONE understands their language. But who am I to blame?

Things Just Doesn't Make Any Sense

2008-07-20T10:17:00.002+08:00

It's totally a disappointment. If you have something to say, just say it, do not give excuses that isn't related to the topic. Even if you do so, we can just figure it ourselves what's the true reason. Come on, we are not stupid, I just don't understand why people just can't confront each other, instead they prefer to be in hiding. But, oh well, have learnt to accept it.

SP Raiders Outing To Arab Street

2008-07-19T14:00:00.004+08:00

sheesha session @ al majlis

chilax @ clarke quay

Another great outing with 'SP Raiders' on the 18th of July 2008. Let me just introduce to you who's the SP Raiders, mainly students from Singapore Polytechnic, who actively visits SingaporeBikes forum, and somehow we got to meet each other in real life.

sheesha @ arab street ; 3 sheeshas and a mug of root bear float. how relaxing can that be. haha! smoked till we were high enough, and went back to the road, to chilax. decided to go clarke quay, right below the OCBC towers, we parked next to it.

chilax @ clarke quay ; it's unfortunate that fuad's bike fell but not under his hands, someone else. that's the reason why i fear giving my bike to other people, especially under the hands of someone who has no license. yes. it's all fun to ride one, but when something bad happens, things will change unless you have the money to replace my parts that were damaged ~ that i wouldn't mind. but it was fun to "tendang" fuad's comet up the slope. imagine, two NSRs by the side, and pushing a "Super 2" up a slope. hahaha! after that, half of the group went back, while the 6 of us, went to have breakfast at Al-Amin @ Woodlands. i was beginning to die of exhaustion and tiredness. haha!

but then again, it's all fun dudes. a total of 12 people joined us ~ and a fleet of bikes, still not the biggest outing in the history of SBF.

4 Honda NSR 150 SPs
2 Yamaha Spark
1 Hyosung Comet
1 Yamaha 125Z
1 Honda Phantom
1 Yamaha RXZ
1 Kawasaki KR

Hari Raya 2008

2008-07-18T13:26:00.002+08:00

I can't wait for 2008's Hari Raya, when it's time where our friends are getting old enough to drive, ride around. I was thinking to have a convoy, for example, if there was a Fushan FC's outing, there will be like 3 cars (driven by Arfa, Farhan and Khairy), and 4 bikes, (ridden by myself, Asya'ari, Najib, Zahid), it would be so cool. Najib will be having his test very soon, would like to wish him the best of luck, and of course, concentrate, do not cock up please, I'll be looking forward to see you on the road anytime soon.

Ahh. Tonight, will be going to Arab Street with the "SP Raiders", to have a sheesha session. It's good to know new people, I have never thought to go out with virtual friends. Initially I felt kind of awkward to meet people, especially you only know them through the net. It's like a blind date. But it was fun, damn fun. I hope to be getting some lady riders soon. =X

Oh, and latest news, it's been a few weeks I have been working at Night Safari, so I won't be as free as I was before, I'm working almost everyday except for Wednesdays and Fridays. Need to invest as much money as possible to my bike, gonna pimp my bike before Hari Raya '08. Hehe! I was planning to get a gloss black paintwork, change my side mirrors, change my head bracket and head fairing, change battery, change any ugly bits of stuff. Simply can't wait for it.

2008-07-17T14:11:00.003+08:00

it's been almost 4 weeks since i had my first major accident. and yes, i hit a hump and flew. and it was damn painful, i didn't go for school for about 3 weeks. i tell you, it was sooo damn boring to rot at home especially, when you really hate staying at home. haha!

and after 4 weeks of intensive resting, i managed to get back to walk and ride my bike again ; after repairing for $115 + $20, and seriously, i hate HKL. they suck at service and they suck at after service. i would recommend all riders to go to Dili Trading at Ubi, that's the best shop.

and so, i've been to quite a few outings with SP Raiders, can't wait for the next outing tomorrow, going for some sheesha at arab street. hehe! and after that, i straight to tampines to do my assignment which is due on monday. crap.

i think i shud remind myself to update my blog frequently. don't you think?

24th June ; a day to remember

SP RAIDERS

2008-06-24T03:34:00.000+08:00

so it's been donkey years since i've blogged. zzz. no time la.
i've been soo damn busy with stuff. work, training, and of
course spending time with my beloved 'Skyla'.
i'll blog more if i have the time. and i'm sick of this blog
layout. hmmm.

2008-05-19T14:59:00.005+08:00

i brain feels permanently damaged after watching
this video. HAHAHA! it's damn cute, funny, and
at the same time creepy. hahaha!

oh, and 2 days ago, my cousin, Aishah, got married
with my new "cousin?", Johan. unfortunate for me,
didn't managed to stay on Sunday, because I had
full shift work at library.

and i would like send my sincere commendation to
the newly wed couple. and by God's will, they will
stay happy as they were on the "throne" or pelamin.
haha! throne or what.

so here are some images of their wedding ceremony.

2008-05-17T00:53:00.003+08:00

an outing from woodlands to jalan kayu,
to yishun dam, to champions way.

had dinner with the dudes, at jalan kayu..
fuuu! food there was average, but once in
a while go out together as a group, and talk
cock, it's nice. hahaha!

let the pictures do the talking now;

2008-05-15T00:19:00.001+08:00

i always wanted to take pictures of my "life",
somesort in a way of camwhoring. but doesn't
to have the time or somesort. i remembered
saying that dog years ago. maybe i'll try to do it
starting tomorrow, because, i feel like.. it's kind
of necessary, as we can view it once we get older
in a way. it's more like a time capsule.

not camwhoring, but just a reminiscence of the
past and the present. hahaha!

2008-05-09T10:21:00.002+08:00

no pictures will be shot. no videos will be recorded.
viewing only with your eyes. karma has its way around,
something bad WILL and SHALL happen.

an advice from my brother;

2008-05-07T22:33:00.001+08:00

I am glad and happy as of today. But the fun will
only start on Friday. And I am seriously looking
forward to that day.

2008-05-06T01:22:00.002+08:00

there seemed to be some speculations around here.
let me just tell you, that i have yet to get a bike.
haha! for those of you who may saw me with a bike,
that's not mine. plate merahhhh! hahha!

so anywho! but i'm getting mine soon. i'm aiming for
a spark now - similar to my brother's. it has speed,
it has maneuverability, has the pickup, can be modded
in terms of appearance, and finally, insurance is much
much cheaper.

for your info, i was thinking of getting an SP or KRR,
but after much research, i received alot of bad feedbacks
from the riders. insurance wise, SP is okay, KRR, i just
called NTUC Insurance, and they quoted me for $1.3k,
that's the price of the insurance for spark's 2nd party.
so i think it's nt worth it to buy a sportsbike nw. just for
transportation first.

maybe in 2A i'll upgrade to a better bike. for now, it's just
going from point A to point B. =))

PS: OWE $$$ PAY $$$

2008-04-27T00:33:00.001+08:00

i'm officially pissed with everything right now.
i didn't get what i wanted. it didn't managed
to happen the way i thought i did. and now,
i have to wait. AGAIN.

2008-04-20T00:58:00.004+08:00

I just want to share my life with you guys out there.

Starting this Monday.

Monday;
I will be having lectures and practicals lessons from 9am to 5pm.
Meaning that I will need to wake up around 7.30am to reach school
on time. After school ends at 5pm, I have to rush to RTC to work,
which starts at 6pm - taking a direct bus from Dover MRT. And work
ends at 11pm. Mind you, I'm working as a waiter and it's tiring.
Seriously. Reach home earliest by 12.30am, bathe and eat, check
emails. I'll log off by 1am.

Tuesday;
School starts at 10am - again 1hr 30mins before, I should be awake.
8.30am. School ends at 5pm again. Probably working again at RTC
from 6pm to 11pm. Same with Monday actually.

Wednesday;
School starts at 8am, 6.30am must be awake. School ends at 3pm,
with no lunch breaks or breakfast breaks. All the way classes for
7 hours - after that, I'll be having soccer training with Fushan which
starts at 4.30pm, I have to rush from school to home to change, get
my gears and rush to Fushan. Training is tiring, stamina is drained,
relax for a few hours, reach home maybe around 9pm - 10pm.

Thursday;
Time to wake up, 8.30am. School ends at 5.30pm - and I might be
working at RTC again, from 6pm. Similar to Mondays and Tuesdays.

Friday;
Wake up at 9.30am. School ends at 5.30pm. Similar to Mondays,
Tuesdays, Thursdays, I guess.

Saturdays;
There will be soccer matches on Saturday mornings, have to wake up
by 7.30am, latest 8am. Match usually ends by 2pm. Have lunch with
soccer mates, and off to work at RTC again - sometimes at library.

Sundays;
Working full shift at both library and RTC. Wake up at 8.00am, and
reach home around 12.30am.

And it starts all over again. Welcome to my life.

Oh, and this doesn't include my own time - so you could estimate how
much sleep and rest I get compared to you guys who are staying at
home and sucking off your parent's money - but then again, you guys
are fortunate. Appreciate every second with your parents, because
you guys are still dependent. I'm paying for my own bills, my own
contact lenses, my own train concession, my own school fees, my own
clothing, my own deodorant, my own hair gel, my own stationeries,
my own expenses - the list won't stop. You get the idea.

So, 'Thank You' God.

2008-04-18T15:01:00.001+08:00

i'm gonna dye my hair red soon. probably - after i have a
haircut and after i get my pay. probably next month, i'm
going to be a rebellious son. hahaha! show my dad, how
rebellious i can be, if i want to be.

then again, yesterday, i had a 5 minute talk with my mom.
a sudden topic, i asked her if i can play 4D/TOTO! hahah!
she wasn't agree. she just advised me not to - and i won't
la, even if i have the temptations of playing. but in the long
term, i will lose alot so it's not worth playing.

i admit it, i once played horse race betting at kranji with
some "friends". heh! and i lost around $10. that could have
bought me a new pack of ciggs now. but too late for that,
after that event i kinda regret playing. not worth it.

it's better to rob drunk people when they just won few
thousands there. hahaha! u'll be amazed by the high
rollers at kranji turf club, seriously. they will be holding
on to a stack of $50 notes, and a stack means like around
1-2 inch thick. *drools*

2008-04-18T14:53:00.001+08:00

i'm getting bored with this skin. gonna change a new skin tomorrow,
wait i mean sunday. heh! anywho! looking forward to tomorrow's
match against Team Rojak, yes from RP. we once drew, and who
knows either one of us will reign supreme? but then again, every
match has winners and losers - unless it's a draw. but i won't
be looking for a draw tomorrow. and if there's dirty playing, i'll
be glad to be part of it, watch out you indian striker. (no offence to
indians, but this striker has some uncontrolled temper - and i'm
gonna teach him a lesson).

2008-04-16T15:33:00.000+08:00

muahahhaha! i'm sooo in love with my boots.
a new wallpaperrrrr!!!

2008-04-15T20:34:00.003+08:00

a new boot, for a new era.
i'd like to introduce my new,
Adidas +f50 Tunit.

it was definately worth it. sorry Mr.Bike,
i guess i have to put you on hold. )):

taken by: MrGraphicsDesigner
camera: nikon eos 400d

2008-04-15T00:29:00.003+08:00

this was what i came up with for the past 35 minutes.
while waiting for the rice to be cooked, i managed to
complete a wallpaper for fushan - not really impressed
by myself. i think i'll do a better one, once i find the time.
hehehe!

2008-04-13T12:17:00.002+08:00

oh how i miss those when parents forced us to sleep by 10pm.
i seriously need to catch up with mr.sandman, imagine, just
sleeping lil' over 4 hours for 2 days - it's like.. HAH!

ooooh. i am seriously going to go back home later and sleep like
a 7-foot gorilla sized sleepmachine. and quite recently, there was
some turbulance in my life, i happened to be invovled in a very
unfortunate trap of the love triangle. He loves her, she loves me,
but i don't love her kinda thing - and because of just a girl, even
friendships were lost - but fortunately mended. i was disappointed
with how he react, probably due to the nature of men in front of
the females.

but i was glad we had that talk to clear things over.

but seriously, it's opposite to Miley's song, instead mine is,
"Never See You Again".

so, to people out there, choose your friends wisely.
you wouldn't know if there's a hypocrite, a backstabber, a
talk-bad-things-behind-you-without-you-knowing lurking
in your pack of friends. i've learnt my lesson once - but twice?
hah! it won't work again.

fool me once, shame on you. fool me twice, shame on me.
fool me more than twice, i'll beat the beejezzus out of you!

ahhh. 2 to 3 hours before getting back on my bed. i miss her.
i just need to cuddle in my bed, hugging my pillow and sleep
softly through the afternoon. i'm sooo looking forward to that.

till then, shiela is busy working and i'm just blogging around.
hah! i love my job. so easy. so relaxing. so fun. ((:

2008-04-10T19:24:00.001+08:00

it has been 4 days since i've been lazily staying at
home for more than 6 hours. i find it to be very borin'.
and i need to go out, have some fresh air (not ciggs).
hahaha! i find myself to be in a very perplexed state,
in which i sometimes have laziness to go to work, but
when i have the time to rest at home, i find myself to
be more lazy. hmmm. this concludes that i am a working
machine. hahah! i'm looking forward to tomorrow's
interview at RTC (Raffles Town Club), i might be working
there as a waiter - recommended by Zaf, which in turn,
was offered by Affiq. heh. weird ey?

anywho, paywise isn't that bad, there's direct bus from
woodlands and from dover, fyi, i'm schooling from SP.

so yeah, ultimately, it should be an opportunity not to
be waste.

and i'm less than 52 days left, and my estimation isn't
up to where i had planned. this might affect a whole
lot of things. hmmm.

hopefully, the tables turned and everything will be as
good as i thought. *fingers crossed*

2008-04-09T14:59:00.001+08:00

I am pissed by Arsenal's gameplay this morning. They
had so many opportunities and they flunked it. It's
really a let down watching them play for Champions
League but I understand that they are exhausted with
3 matches with one few days to rest in between.

But oh well, every game there must be a winner and a
loser, and it's unfortunate for Arsenal to be the latter.

2008-04-08T17:11:00.001+08:00

A new skin, for a new era.

2008-04-08T01:06:00.002+08:00

and official, i'm back to having just 2 jobs. i just
quitted my 2nd library job, because i don't see
the point working there anymore, my timetable
won't allow me - and i just need a break from work
a week from school.

somehow, i feel like i'm looking forward to school
next week, i miss being with my friends. haha!
and, tomorrow, i MIGHT have an interview at
raffles town club, yes the place where affiq is
working. i dun mind working in f&b again, coz
i remembered i earned more than my pt supervisor
during the time i worked at new york pizza.

yes. i DID earn more than my pt supervisor. i earned
around $600 - $700 in 2 weeks. hahaha! but i worked
like fuck la. i think around 14-16 hours everyday. hehe!
but i guess it's all worth it. i'm looking forward to working
at raffles town club la. pay is good, hopefully, i get free
food back home. hahah! and i wouldn't mind working my
ass off again - cause i need to cover back my $90 after
i prematurely ended my contract with the nlb outsourced
company. but i am still staying as library officer at bishan.

i love that work/job. (((:
and so 53 days left? i don't think it's possible. i need help!
help! don't worry about me, i'm fine.

oh yah. i find kylie's song, in my arms is nice. =)) i like
the keyboard/synth sounds. hehehe! very the catchy
although it kept on repeating throughout the song.

2008-04-03T00:36:00.001+08:00

I have bad news. My timetable won't allow me to work
during the weekdays. This leads to a possibility that I
won't be able to get a bike - because I can't afford.

I have no choice, but keep on finding any job after 6pm.
This doesn't include any "Red-light District" jobs - mind
you.

So, if anyone has any 'lobang' for student jobs after 6pm,
do introduce to me, because I'm desperate. Hah.

2008-03-31T03:01:00.002+08:00

Start of the day, I rushed to work. I'm supposed to get to
work by 10am, and guess what time I woke up?

9.50am. Yes. I quickly rushed out of bed, took a short
bath, didn't shampoo and did the face wash thingy. HAHA!
I took the train around 10.20am, and reached Bishan around
10.50+am. Haha! I lied to my supervisor saying that I
accidentally sleep on the train when on the way to work, well,
it wasn't lying, I DID tell them I overslept, but purposely
added a pinch of salt to the whole ingredient.

And while working, I asked one of my staff at work, she was
around 40-50s, a Makcik, (Malay for auntie, right?), and I
asked her a random question - from the point of the parents,
how would you feel if your son/daughter were to come back
home late?

She replied: "Irritated and annoyed, because beforehand
they would worry about the son/daughter's well-being when
out from home. They would call them senselessly, asking
where they are, and what time will they be home."

And I also wondered, if we were to stay at home, we would
be scolded, probably by playing too much computer games,
or generally using too much electricity at home (watching
TV, playing PS2, and the list goes on), but when we are out
from home, we'll get a scolding from the parents (why we
got home late, etc). Sometimes I don't get this. At the same
time, she can't answer the question, she was dumbfounded
actually, and just gave a smile and a giggle to end the
conversation, probably just thinking for an answer, but
then again, it's still left unsolved.

And so, this was the first time I got to work superlate by
an hour, and it was also the first time, in 2 months, I was
working half shift, instead of full shifts. ((:

And I got a uber nice sleep to catch up with MrSandman.
Then again, I'm happy - payday will be coming soon, and
I'll be looking forward to this Thursday or earlier?

Have yet to confirm. Till then,
Goodbye Evil World.

PS: There's a fucking dead cockroach in my room. Anyone
care to remove it? -- HANDLE WITH CARE. IT CAN FLY,
DO NOT TRUST THOSE BASTARDS - they might just be
acting dead.

2008-03-28T01:33:00.002+08:00

After taking 4 panadol pills, the ticking sound stopped.
Interesting.

Then again, I still hope that the whole house burns up - with you
still inside your room.

And I have declared myself to be -
depressed
overworked
overstressed
disquietude

and list keeps on growing.
i need to rest - oh God, give me the strength.

2008-03-28T00:18:00.002+08:00

Am I under alot of stress lately you maybe ask. Hmmm.
No. I don't think so, I still act the same, talk the same, I'm
still that forever joyful Ali.

But I always hear a ticking sound in my brain. Wonder what
is that?

2008-03-27T14:57:00.002+08:00

To Zaki,

Get a fucking life - if not, just die in your fucking room.

Thank you,
Ali

2008-03-27T03:47:00.002+08:00

And so it's settled. I'll only get to see my potential bike seller
only on June/July. I guess it's time to start my saving spree
again -

I VOW NOT TO SPEND UNNECCESARILY!

Although I'll still need to pay for me $30 handphone bills,
$45 train concessions. And giving my mom some money to
buy groceries - and I'm earning so little. Hmmm. Anyone
wanna rob a bank or something, be like those Ocean's Eleven.

And, now officially, I have 3 part time jobs. Quite recently,
I've been hired to design over 100 web templates at $3 each.
And some other designs costing over $20 per template. Not
bad. It's my friend from SP that hired me. He's starting his
internet-based business and I'm just supporting him in a way.
Kudos to him! And JIAYOU! Erm.

Oh. And today, it's my 2nd time riding a bike, alone well after
sending Khairulddin home. It's not my bike actually, erm. It's
Asy's. Haha! But he was too lazy I guess to send Khai, so I did
his "chores". But, it's fuckin' scary - because I might get revoked
if men-in-white-or-blue-shirts were to catch me. Heh.

Just wait till June/July, and everything will go as planned. ((:

And MrAdosMan, REPLY MY MESSAGE PLEASE. =/
Vrrawwr.

Ok. I need to get some sleep now. Tralalal!~

2008-03-26T00:14:00.003+08:00

Dear Hypocrite,

Please practice what you preach.

Thank you,
`aLi~

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It's been about 5 months and 2 months working at both libraries
respectively, and I've learnt alot of things through the process.
Working as a customer service provider, I get to meet the
most friendly and neighbourly characters and the worst of the
kind, the most atrocious and barbaric people.

No offence, but mainly it's the Chinese who irritate me the most.
Well quite a handful of Chinese peeps out there are quite humane,
but those from the PRC are really out of hand. They seriously piss
me off. It's a library, and they are blasting their voices while talking
on the phone, it is inconsiderate and boorish to other patrons of the
library - even me. They would be talking like there isn't any rule
in a library, or better yet, like it's their own freaging home.

And while pushing the cart/trolley/whatever-you-want-to-call-it,
they would be the first to come EVEN before I get to my parking
position. Seriously, they need to relax. And everyone would rush
and tustle over the books, chinese romance books. Why in the blue
fuck would they fight over some worthless books?

Especially on weekends (but thank God, I'm no longer working
during weekends there), the "Horde" would gather in the Chinese
Fiction section, and once they see the cart, they would pillage
everything till there's nothing left - literally.

I'm in considerations to quit my 2nd job, but my bank savings
is thinking otherwise. I'm short of $300, after giving my mom
another $300 to pay some debts again.

FYI: my parents are bankruptcies and they need to pay a
monthly amount to keep them afloat - if not, they will come
and claim everything.

And I'm getting lesser than what I've bargained for. And I
transfered $20 to Zee's account for him to buy some shampoo
and toiletries. I think I'll be a very good dad when I have a
family, I don't think of money too much, but I DO need them
actually. Hopefully, my plans goes as usual to get a bike by
June/July.

And Zee buey-ed me. Initially, we wanted to go to CCK/Bukit
Panjang to see my potential bike seller, but as usual, he was
lazy to send me there, or whatever - and I'm pissed. This wasn't
the first.

If I had a younger brother, I wouldn't do that. Well, I'm just
disappointed and let down by his actions. I just want him to
appreciate even the simplest things I did for him - but
everyone is unique right?

2008-03-25T00:23:00.001+08:00

Ahhh. Yes.

2008-03-21T03:00:00.002+08:00

It's weird that I have a friend from work, who wears the "tudung" - and listens to... TECHNO. hehehe! yeap. techno. now there's something that we can relate to.

2008-03-18T23:20:00.000+08:00

I'm such a good son.

2008-03-17T15:42:00.001+08:00

If eveything goes well, I'll have my first bike by June or July. Hehe!
But who will be my guarantor? Hmmm.
Anyone? Anyone?

3 more months to my personal bike, hopefully. Heh!

2008-03-16T23:57:00.003+08:00

I find Zee very weird, he has mood swings. Sometimes he's all fun and joyful, and it's been 2 days, he's been acting moody to me. I wonder why? Sometimes he talks as usual at MSN, and when I talk to him personally, he shuts me off.

I dunno.

Then again, if you are reading this, I just wanna ask about your friend's Pulsar.

2008-03-16T00:17:00.002+08:00

I am a full grown adult. I can say, that I can probably have
a family if I'm earning like 10x my current combined salary
from the two jobs. At this point of time, my parents are eating
'murtabak'-s which I bought for them, while Asy was waiting
for his brother at the Masjid Ahmad Ibrahim. I'm already
supporting the family financially - I took over my brother's
(Shirazee) "role" of being the food supplier, because he doesn't
have much money for this month, so I took the initiative to
sponsor some food for the family. Seriously, there's no food at
home. That's how bad it is - although I'm having my meals
outside, because I'm rarely at home - working my ass off.

I have no choice, I don't come from a family with a stable
financial background, we owe the power supply money, we even
owe the HDB money, and better yet - my parents doesn't have
a single penny in their CPF accounts.

I know I've said this countless of times, cherish your family, cherish
your dad, your mom and your brothers and sisters that pampers
you with even the most little amounts of money.

I never had that feeling. My parents, both unemployed, can't blame
my mom, she's suffering from Diabetes, I encouraged her not to work.
I promised her, indirectly that I'll find a way to help things through.
Actually, I'm fulfilling that now - I gave her some money to get some
groceries, for rice and some chicken wings. ((:

I kept on telling her, just stay at home, relax. Don't think much. But
she insists on finding ways to make money, that made me sad and
motivated me to work like a dog. I don't wish to see her suffer.
No one wishes their mom to suffer.

My dad on the other hand - he kept on telling that he's unemployed.
And that we should help around with the family, and what has he done?
Doing some stupid fucked up business that never ever works. Seriously.
And again, he asks if there are job openings, and when I told him there
are countless jobs out there, just waiting to be grabbed, he didn't do
anything - and again he says that he doesn't like working for people, he
likes to do business stuff. Isn't that just fucked up? Just get a simple
job. Factory jobs, Service jobs, ANYTHING FUCKFACE! And now he's
spending more of his reserves on a coffee nutrition drink, indicating that
you'll make money by drinking coffee. How in the blue hell would you
generate income by drinking coffee? Making coffee, YES. Drinking?
Everyone would be millionaires by now. I just feel like taking a knife
and stab him in the ass and stick it as deep as possible and pull it out
and in repeatedly. Ooooh, that reminded me of 'fisting'. HAHA!

And oh, Zaki. 95% of the time, I'll see him in his room - closed. Honestly,
I don't know what he's doing in there, masturbating or WoW-ing everyday.
And I complained to my mom, saying that me and zee are the breadwinners
of the family, and my mom said, that he wasn't happy when working with
my dad in the old company.

But, "SAMPAI BILE PUKIMAK? KAO DUDUK
PAT DALAM BILIK TU INGAT GAJI BOLEH MASOK PE? KAO BERAK
EMAS TAKPE JUGAK NAJES. PUKIMAK LA! YOU ONCE SAID YOU DON'T
WISH TO BE LIKE OUR DAD, BUT HONESTLY, YOU ARE FUCKING BEING
ONE!!!"

While I'm working like fuck, 12 hours on weekends, and like 4 hours everyday,
doesn't include my personal stuff to consider, he's just sitting at home -rotting.
And what I hate most is his responsibility as a brother, he doesn't do laundry,
doesn't do anything at home, just sit at home. Seriously. At least do something
to help around la. I can't, because I'm out and when I'm back I'll be fucking
tired. You don't want to know how's my day - because it fucking suck balls.
And when you eat, PLEASE, FAVOUR LEH? CONTROL YOUR FUCKING
DIET. YOU EAT LIKE A FUCKING PIG. YOU FINISHED ALL THE
FUCKING FOOD. YOU FINISHED THE RICE, YOU FINISHED THE WINGS.
YOU ONLY LEFT ME (when I get back home from work), WITH THE GRAVY!
AND YOU DON'T EVEN FUCKING COOK SOME RICE FOR THE REST WHO
ARE ABOUT TO GO HOME.

I am soo fucking pissed with the both of them. And I told them that I want
to get a bike soon - and of course, they told me not to. Although I am still
in the verge of deciding, I have yet to properly calculate the exact expenses.
So still in considerations, no rush - but I still aim to get one by end of the month
or mid April - if I have sufficient money that is.

Enough bout this, I'd better go to bed now. 12 hours work here I come again.

2008-03-14T00:04:00.001+08:00

OH. this gotta be the coolest shit.

2008-03-13T23:53:00.001+08:00

I find this two ads to be very nice. ((: I think i
made up my mind already. heh.

2008-03-13T02:45:00.001+08:00

Bajaj Pulsar or NSR150 RR...?
Hmmm.

QRL

2008-03-12T13:30:00.002+08:00

Finally, after 5 months of agonize of practicals and practicals.
After 5 months of passes and failures, finally.
I've received my QRL (Qualified Riding Licence).
I'm so happy right now. But I want to go sleep first.

Oh yeah, I got 8 points.

4 points for S-Course (finished late at 11 secs).
2 points for blind spot.
2 points of improper technique at e-brake.

But overall, it's all good. I've never been this happy at BBDC.
Goodbye BBDC and hello to the new roads. <3

2008-03-10T15:01:00.000+08:00

I'm shagged. I'm just tired. I'm exhausted.
Breaking down is 5, 4, 3, 2, 1. *GAVANIKABOOM!*

2008-03-07T01:28:00.003+08:00

Departure of MrAdosman.

After work ended, rushed to City Hall MRT Station to get to
Changi Airport. Once we reached, we were in a state of
astonishment la. Terminal 3 was ternajes nye besar. It was
bigger than Terminal 2 and Terminal 1 put together. It seemed
big though. Not sure if it's really bigger than both put together.
Once we reached, we were totally lost. Hehehe! I kept on texting
and calling Ados where he was. "Row 3", that was his checking
area. We searched up, down, left, right for the location.

Finally we saw them, first I saw was his dad. His face is unique.
It's very distinctive. Hmmm. So anywho~ I came with Asy, and
what I heard from Ados, Azza said, "Ey. Ali bawak bapak die ikot?"
HAHAHAH! That was uber hilarious. Hehehe!

So yeah, we talked and their family wanted to get something to eat
and drink while waiting. We didn't join them though, we took a puff
just outside the terminal. Finally, our stomach grumbled - and we
went to Popeye's. I must say, Asy is like a Malaysian when it comes
to things that he really likes and really never see before. He's like...
"WOW!! WOAHHH?!!! EHHHHH?!!!" That kinda thing. Hahaa! Like
the jakon la. But Popeye's has the best bread thingy and whipped
potato. It was... YUMMY!!~ And Asy, kept on saying how good the
food was.. and he has yet to try my Brownie dipped in pure chocolate
syrup. Now that's YUMMY!!~

Ados joined us later, didn't know he was just a few shops away at the
Kaya Toast thingy, what was the name again? Hmmm.

And finally, the time for his departure has arrived, and it was still like
hours before his flight. So, we bid farewell to our beloved Adosman to
travel the world, again - for another 6 months. He will be missed terribly.
We look forward on his return to Singapore, probably in September or
latest hopefully by October, and celebrate Hari Raya by then.

And after that, everyone went home.
...

...

...

....

...

...

EXCEPT US! HAHAHAHAH! We wanted to go back, BUT....
there was no bloody transport. we didn't want to take the
taxi cause it would be fucking expensive. so, we decided to
stay, and why not, overnight at Changi Airport. and it was
all worth it. seriously. hahaha! lucky for us, almost every
shop we went were opened. first place we wanted to look
for was cheers to get some drinks - and myself to get a
pack of cigarettes. after that talked and lepak-ed, managed
to catch up on stuff and heheeh - and even some secrets
leaked. hehehe! that will forever be in my thoughts. HAHA!

after drinking coffee at Coffee Bean, we went out to get some
fresh air, and then to McD, to play cards and pass the time.
i kept on losing, guess lady luck wasn't on my side. stupid
bitch. probably didn't gave her a deepthroat before i went out.
erm. nevermind.

OH! and in between - we had a ride on the SkyTrain. twice actually.
coz, initially SOMEONE told us to go to terminal 2 to get to Cheers,
and then, just to find out from the Customer Service it's at Terminal
3. Oh fuck.

And then, when we were at terminal 3, SOMEONE told us it was at
basement 2, and it was actually at level 1. To Changi Airport's staff,
PLEASE BLOODY HELL LEARN WHERE THE CORRECT LOCATIONS
ARE. stupid dumb fucks.

and there was this pakcik, die lagi cool la dok!

translated from Malay,
I asked: "Where is the toilet?"
Answered: "At the side there, next to the red box."
Asked: "Red box?"
Answered: *Points to a red box*

we went to the red box, and it was an OCBC ATM machine.
i dunno why, but we laughed like fuck.

"TU... KOTAK MERAH"..

HAHAHAH! FUCK. kotak merah. cam wtf?! AHHAHA!
ternajes nye bodo. kate je la OCBC. HAHAHA!
kotak merah or what.

i think that's all ah. we went back home tired as fuck, slept
for only 4 hours and went to work. OH. and the great thing,
these weekend, i'll be at work the whole day. HOW FUN IS
THAT?! 12 hours on both days. -_-" but then again..
it's KACHING THAT MAKES ME HAPPY! MEEEP!

oh! and here's a video of us at the skytrain. hehehe!
just after the train said: "Please hold on to the handrails"
i fell down backwards quite hard actually. i bruised my
elbow. hahhaa! fuck.

next time, please DO hold the handrails. they really mean it.

so here it is!!!

and it was the last train to T3 at 2.30AM.

i think we had too much caffeine.

2008-03-05T09:05:00.003+08:00

It's 0905HRS and I just came back from Changi Airport.
He will be missed. And I'm tired, I've yet to sleep and I
have work in the afternoon. So, I'll blog about this later.
So let the pictures do the talking first.

6 months.

2008-03-03T01:01:00.004+08:00

I admit, it's just been a few days, and I'm super missing
my FFC mates. I mean, I've been playing with them for
almost what...? 6 years now?

And there are new seedlings, few years younger than us.
It's growing. It's forever growing. I remembered that we
can only create two teams with 5-6 on each side. We had
few people then. And look at us now. It's like a flower
blooming and attracting those bees.

They are more than just friends to me. They are like my
brothers, they probably know me better than anyone in
home. Seriously. My mom doesn't even know my L1R4
and why I can't get to RP when I tried to apply. That's
how bad it is.

Anywho, then again. I still have to take a break. And for sure,
I can't turn my back to Fushan, this is a legacy. I was one of
the few pioneers, I was there when it was created, I was there
when we fell, I was there when we had our first jersey (the
white one), I was there when we had our first victory, I was
there when we had our 'official' match (with a referee), I was
there when we wanted to 'control' Fushan. I was there when
we had our 'SPLIT', Fushan and Captain FC. And I ask you again,
look at us. Now, we are one.

To think back, I think all of these events was worth it.
Worth what? Worth everything, priceless. Just thinking
about Fushan makes me happy. For that, I'll be back soon.
And hopefully, all the players will welcome me with open arms.

I simply love Fushan.
to anyone I may disappoint, I apologise.

And to Shah, I may have over-reacted, somehow you were
the catalyst and made everything worst for me on the day. But
I hope that you weren't serious of what you meant. I feel
that it's not worth it fighting amongst players, I mean, after
what we've been through together.

To me it was something harsh, but to you, it was just a question.
After much thinking, I had to look from your perception.

Probably I was just having those PMS for men. Hah. I think too
much. Hmmm. No worries, I'm going to enjoy myself tomorrow.
Ooops, I mean tonight. ((: KUMAR! Make sure you cook up
something funny for me to laugh my sorrows away!

2008-03-01T22:55:00.003+08:00

It's payday, and I'm happy. Heh. But I'm not going to spend
any of that money anytime soon. I'm gonna save it for a very
very long time. Probably restrict myself till April. Hmm. But,
didn't expect it to be that less. Oh well, as long I'm making more
than spiderman as a photographer. =)

2008-03-01T16:08:00.003+08:00

Topic for the day, FRIENDSHIP. Makes me wonder.

Definition of Friendship on Dictionary.

friend (frěnd) Pronunciation Key
n.

A person whom one knows, likes, and trusts.
A person whom one knows; an acquaintance.
A person with whom one is allied in a struggle or cause; a comrade.
One who supports, sympathizes with, or patronizes a group, cause, or movement: friends of the clean air movement.
Friend A member of the Society of Friends; a Quaker.

Definintion of Friendship on Wikipedia.

Friendship is a term used to denote co-operative and supportive behavior between two or more humans. This article focuses on the notion specific to interpersonal relationships. In this sense, the term connotes a relationship which involves mutual knowledge, esteem, and affection along with a degree of rendering service to friends in times of need or crisis. Friends will welcome each other's company and exhibit loyalty towards each other, often to the point of altruism. Their tastes will usually be similar and may converge, and they will share enjoyable activities. They will also engage in mutually helping behavior, such as exchange of advice and the sharing of hardship. A friend is someone who may often demonstrate reciprocating and reflective behaviors. Yet for many, friendship is nothing more than the trust that someone or something will not harm them. Value that is found in friendships is often the result of a friend demonstrating on a consistent basis:

the tendency to desire what is best for the other,
sympathy and empathy,
honesty, perhaps in situations where it may be difficult for others to speak the truth, especially in terms of pointing out the perceived faults of one's counterpart
mutual understanding.

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I love this quote from Ados, "Trust those people who put their trust in you." I totally agree with him. But sometimes, it's a sham. Wonder why people would do that? Any suggestions?

Everything down the drain

2008-02-29T01:49:00.002+08:00

Note: This is just a 'whine' entry. So yah.

Ever since I've stepped down from Fushan FC, countless of people asked me why. One word. Politics. Personally, I find that there is some power struggle of who wants to become who. Each person, trying to better than the other. True, that's good. But at the same time, this causes some misunderstanding and misconception amongst players. Other than that, I'm fine with it. It's true, it's just politics.

And another thing. Ever had that feeling of being in a group of people, but somewhat they don't want you to be there with them? I'm feeling that, well, not all Fushan players I guess, maybe just a few. Probably just one. I don't know. And if he feels that way, I can accept it - but under one condition, go straight to my face and tell me what's wrong. It's true, even during Zahid's Captain-ship, people were already questioning on his position as Captain. This is all politics, some people claim that they can be better, but they have yet to experience till he experiences himself. So, you can't predict now, you just have to evidently be in his position - then you'll know.

Lastly, after God knows how much time I've spent on Fushan ever since the starting of the team. I've spent money for the team, given full effort to the team. And when I'm stepping down, someone asked me if anyone has taken my number. (to be taken over, since I'll no longer be wearing it) That's just harsh, that's just nasty. I felt like all my efforts just went down the drain. Just in a few sentences. That already shows, how sincere friends can be, I don't know, if that is you are my true friend. Honestly, I doubt that. And asking that, who you think you are to ask for my number, I mean, you are not the founder, you are not a member since our secondary school days - if otherwise, I wouldn't mind - but think before you talk. But I guess, you don't know the word called "SENSITIVITY". But thanks anyway, you helped me on deciding to step down.

Closing on 1st March

2008-02-28T01:31:00.003+08:00

MrGraphicsDesigner is stepping down from Fushan FC. It has been a great chance to play with remarkable and talented players from Fushan. I am really fortunate to have shared the moments we had both on and off the pitch. Thus, Fushan FC's official website will be closed, unless it's outsourced to other people.

With much love,
`aLi~
MrGraphicsDesigner

2008-02-23T19:20:00.002+08:00

I swear, I want to stay working at a library for
a very very long time. I <3 that place. I love working
here! Seriously. I LOVEEE IT!

2008-02-23T02:23:00.000+08:00

Miley Cyrus - See You Again

I've got my sight set on you
And I'm ready to aim
I have a heart that will
Never be tamed

I knew you were somethin' special
When you spoke my name
Now I can't wait
To see you again

I've got a way of knowin'
When somethin' is right
I feel like I must have known you
In another life

'Cause I felt this deep connection
When you looked in my eyes
Now I can't wait
To see you again

CHORUS:
The last time I freaked out
I just kept lookin' down
I st-st-stuttered when
You asked me what I'm thinkin' 'bout
felt like I couldn't breathe
You asked what's wrong with me
My best friend leslie said
"Oh, she's just bein' Miley"
And next time we hang out
I will redeem myself
My heart, can't rest till then
Whoa, whoa, I
I can't wait
To see you again

I got this crazy feelin'
Deep inside
when You called and ask to see me
Tomorrow night

I'm not a mind reader
But I'm readin' the signs
that you can't wait
To see me again

Chorus

I've got my sight set on you
And I'm ready to aim

Chorus

Whoa, whoa, I
I can't wait
To see you again

2008-02-22T23:54:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I wish I'm a computer.
Start. Turn off computer. Shut down.
Or better yet, just pull off that plug.

2008-02-19T15:19:00.003+08:00

You really need to learn how to seek help from
people, it's not about the shouting. You are forcing
people to help you. That's not the way. So, it seemed
that you have yet to learn your lesson.

Ask politely and nicely, and someone might help you.
And if he doesn't wish to help, so be it. Struggle on
your own.

But at the same time, it would need you to sacrifice
your own time and effort to help others. Hopefully,
it was worthwhile. But after fixing the printer problem,
it seemed that even a "Thank you" was out of reach.

Oh well, this is what I get for helping others. I should
just turn my back and walk away. That's the way I
should be doing. So fuck everything.